*Read when you feel like giving up*<\/p>\n
\u2022 To ACTUALLY live life
\u2022 Eat spontaneously
\u2022 To be able to focus on school\/Uni
\u2022 Bake things and eat them too
\u2022 To not be freezing 24\/7
\u2022 Cause counting calories is stupid and a waste of time
\u2022 To sleep soundly through the night
\u2022 To have a social life
\u2022 To experience new kinds of foods
\u2022 So people don\u2019t comment on how I look 80 years old
\u2022 So my body isn\u2019t eating its own organs to survive
\u2022 Clothes shopping will become fun again (cause nobody likes bones)
\u2022 To be able to accept and believe compliments
\u2022 So my emotions\/hormones are balanced
\u2022 To get my period back
\u2022 To not breakdown\/cry over the smallest issues
\u2022 Free from chest pains!
\u2022 Be able to walk up the stairs (or anywhere) without feeling like fainting
\u2022 Eat comfortably around others
\u2022 Eat without checking the nutritional info
\u2022 To ACTUALLY enjoy food
\u2022 I want kids one day
\u2022 To have fun at social events (eg. parties, dinners etc.)
\u2022 So people won\u2019t stare or cast looks
\u2022 MY HAIR!!! Pls grow back!
\u2022 Hospitals\/daily blood tests are no fun either
\u2022 To travel!
\u2022 God gave me a purpose in life (that isn\u2019t living with an Eating Disorder)
\u2022 To have the energy to go jogging again
\u2022 So my family won\u2019t constantly be worried and stressed
\u2022 It\u2019s no fun watching both your parents cry
\u2022 To find my own self-confidence so I can help others find theirs
\u2022 Food isn\u2019t bad
\u2022 COFFEE!
\u2022 Anxiety attacks suck too
\u2022 Sticking to \u2018safe\u2019 foods are boring!
\u2022 To not feel dizzy\/shaky due to low BP or blood sugar
\u2022 Who likes hugging skin and bones??!
\u2022 BOOBS!
\u2022 Bloating\/gastrointestinal problems suck suck suck
\u2022 Because the number on the scale doesn\u2019t define my self- worth
\u2022 To be able to inspire\/help others going through similar situations
\u2022 To be able to walk out of anorexia and say \u201cI BEAT anorexia!\u201d
\u2022 To make my family proud<\/p>\n\n\n
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